Ha. the vast majority of people my age are so vacuous and shallow and not to forget absolutely saturated in self indulgence, + over flowing with profane egotism (fuck). I haven’t really met anyone who isn’t, but what can you expect? And when the “shit” hits the fan, you don’t really have any one to rely on other than you family and they can be a scattered ace as well.
Words are so meaningless, it’s actions that really show what a persons worth is. Fuck and to think that i have spent so much time, exerted so much energy and in return i get spat in the face, but every has certain capabilities and understandings of things, weak as piss if you ask me but hey that’s how it is. Ha.

iuwgeo2eh i cant even talk to this gizmo and its so close  J#KLH$# it like burns MOTHERFUCKER ON A BOAT, hiuH!KJ#!4 i miss the gizmo so much, fuck you jesus. eternal damnation feels close to it

i don’t know what to do with myself, i don’t know what to even fucking do, i’m so scared and i feel so sorrowful and i regret things i have done, fuck fuck fuck, im so scared idk what to even do but cry

Feeling like shit, being treated like shit, how joyous! The whole deal is ironic and between every crack of the situation are hints of the times ago. Manipulation and deceit hides before a shrouded sense of convenience. Being fucking toyed and jerked around at your own expense, i don’t even have any one to talk to :\ i feel like a donkey and a fool on so many levels. :\\\\\\\\\

when you just want to reach out, and exert the most profound of emotions and your absolute  nature of despondence which you are in and not even love can can intwine (forgive my spelling) two but one platonic and the other intimate, fuck my life i JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU